1/30/09

Where is Love?



Journey's through half of the country. 

The world whizzing by the train.  

Me flowing through every emotion and feeling known yet.

Baltimore was amazing.  I felt so much love and felt so at peace while resting in the city.  leaving put a heavy feeling on my soul and while I'm now in colorado I wonder about this whole trip.


1/27/09

Baltimore Boats


inspiration.

rejuvination.

the sounds begin to take flight.  
here we sit on the edge of it all
and forever exist the way we might.


1/20/09

Trains Across the South


Sunsets in Texas.

Southern Swamps.

Mississippi River.

Thoughts on traveling across the southern part of the country.


The last two days were beautiful.  I am sitting on the bottom bunk of my hostel room reflecting on it all.  New Orleans is sending me good vibes and I'm a little saddened that I didn't get out to see the city.  But i've had a warm evening inside this little space and have met many great new people. Tomorrow I depart for Baltimore.  To see the eastern part of this country is something I have been craving for quite some time.  The journey countinues.......... 







1/16/09

Fridays at Mimosa Market


The smell of Ralphie's Rotisserie Chickens permeates the town.
People wander in and become hungry.  
Candy is bought with food stamps and love is shared in each transaction.

I opened the New Yorker, like I do when it's slow, and on the inside cover was an advertisement for Monsanto.  
I was disappointed instantly and couldn't even finish reading the magazine.  
It thrust me into my frustrations with society and the systems which control this rat race maze of a culture.

I am leaving on Sunday. 
The "goals"  or intentions behind the trip:
To reconnect with those I love most.
To see this country through the slow movement of the rocking rails.
To learn about myself.
To learn how to actually begin helping and making change.

The trip ends in California open ended.  An adventure to Portland maybe??  A trip back to Baltimore?? 

Or home to Bisbee.  

We'll see where the wind blows the dandelion seeds...........

1/11/09

Adventures in Longing


Birthdays filled with Fire and Freedom.  The mama goat turned 29.  The goatgirl turned 25.  And now the year has officially begun.

The adventure is around the corner.  The week is filled with preparations and anticipation.  The love I want to share with those I will see is exploding within me and I almost can't take it anymore.    There is a pensive tone lingering over my day.  I awoke from a refreshing, deep sleep and have been searching all day.  I have prepared myself for a town meeting of sorts this evening.  A Sustainability, Green Building, Relocalization event for the city of Bisbee Arizona.  Such progress, such confusion, and such love.  

I choose every day to see the world in a new light.  I choose to sit here in the coffee house with my own mug.  I choose to walk when i'm in town, and only drive in when it's an absolute necessity.  And all the while, I question and contemplate.  How to shine the light for those who are in the dark....  How to live happily while walking against the current.... How to see and love.  

Distractions will come in and I will struggle, but I am ready.  The adventure begins...................

1/7/09

Growth and Discovery

The countdown begins.  The time has come.  One quarter of a century later and I find myself sitting in Bisbee, waiting to head out on a grand adventure filled with growth and discovery.  I am off to relearn about myself.  Experience new things.  See dear friends I miss and ones I hardly know.  My family will be in the middle of two separate love affairs.  Today is the Mama Goats birthday.  She is inspiration incarnate and has shown me what it means to be a strong woman!  HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOAT LADY!!!!!

1/2/09

New Years and Beautiful Cheers


New Years.

City Park.

Ballons.

Laughter.

Love.

I ran around the whole town.  Experiencing different moments and enjoying all I could.  This year brings many opportunities.  2008 was a test of my strength and a rite of passage into adulthood.  Hearbreak, love, discovery and understanding.  I am ready for what 2009 will bring.